Instagram algorithm has been pushing 'the mom and kids' posts for a while now. Sometimes some thoughts hit you like lightning. I got that today. I realized that my child is not a kid anymore. That familiar feeling of trying to keep from losing the temper when your child is losing her temper - I haven't felt that for long. The peace that I was having became strangely unsettling.
I was brooding over my past life and the universe said - hold that thought. D called me in the evening - desperate that she didn't understand 'malloc' implementation, memory mapping, paging and sorts. These are all boring technical stuff for those who does't understand system software. We sat for a 30mts conference and I was explaining the concept and she was fighting the approach and and we were both disagreeing on her eating habits in small intervals. The feeling came back - I was 'this close' to losing my shit. My child is afterall always my baby :)
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